Madi x BPD

One day Madi was in her room waiting for a response from Chuck on skype. He was taking forever, she thought. Even though it's only been like 2 seconds. Then she started to worry. "What if he hates me?" She thought. But then she said to herself "Nah... He's just busy. We've talked about this before. He has his own life. It's great. It's fine. I'll let it be"

5 Minutes Later

"He's still busy, I'm sure... It's only been a couple of minutes!"

10 Minutes Later

"Come on... He's still busy. Just let him be, don't bother him!!

20 Minutes Later

"I'm thinking of sending him a message... Oh no, what if he's in-trouble?? What if he died?? I have to say something! But wait! What if he's still busy, and that would just distract him?? I have to give him space!"

35 Minutes Later

"..........................Busy? Nah. He definitely hates me."

50 Minutes Later

"..But... If he hates me, then I done something wrong... I have to apologise!!! I need to send him messages. What did I do? :( I hate him!!! I'm such a crappy little dumbhead, I just wanted to be a good friend but I'm a terrible obsessive friend who just wants to do better but fail every time I try to get better I hate myself I just want to d-"

Chuck: Hey!

Me: ....

Me: HE MAKES ME SO HAPPY LOOK AT HIM HE"S SO PURE AAAKDHJFKEBHGUIFRKEMNBFGHFIDKMNBFHJKDMN